Happy again.

I finally feel really happy again. 


Why?


Regulated HORMONES!.. I have been lacking estrogen for a bit now. The birth control known as the Depo Shot gave me all the negative side effects, and I mean all.

• weight gain
• weakness
• extreme tiredness
• nervousness
• irritability
• depression
• difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep
• hot flashes
• breast pain, swelling, or tenderness
• stomach cramps or bloating
• leg cramps
• back or joint pain
• acne
• loss of hair on scalp
• swelling, redness, irritation, burning, or itching of the vagina
• white vaginal discharge
• changes in sexual desire
• cold or flu symptoms
  nausea
  vomiting
  dizziness or faintness
  
  Yeah... I got ALL OF THAT. 
  But to the real point... I became really depressed/sad. It was hurting my relationship, and I know this. It was not only hurting me, but everyone around me. I can see that clearly now of course. I finally was done with the shot, and it's lack of estrogen. (I have PCOS.. so Estrogen is a BIG NEED.. cause I over produce to much testosterone. Now with much needed estrogen back into my system, I feel happy. Very happy... My mind is clear from the fog that clouded my judgement on everything. I dislike that the pill makes me this way, cause I do not like medication. I seen it ruin too many people.
  
  But as an ending rant... I love my boyfriend, and my girlfriend. 10x more then before.